Random Info

Ok so there are so many things going through my mind right now. I just can't seem to get them all out...and I'll probably forget a few before I finish this blog. (Maybe I need some ADD meds..kidding).

Walter and I are on vacation this week. We are getting ready to head to Snowshoe, WV for a week of skiing. We're leaving today, but don't have to be in Snowshoe until Sunday. So we're spending the night at the base of the mountain for the night then heading up Sunday AM. We're leaving Friday afternoon from Snowshoe and then heading to Greensboro for Friday night. We're going to the Comedy Zone Friday night. I love that place! I love to fly to different places, but sometimes the driving vacas are a lot less stressful. So we're taking our time leaving today and spending time together. It's great.

This is the one thing I'm really excited about. In about a week Walter and I are going to begin trying to get pregnant once again. I'm finally ready to start the process over again. I know that we are one step closer to figuring out the problem that I have keeping a baby, and I pray that this time is the time where we have some babies. That's right I said babies. It has taken us a while to get to this point and I know that I want more than just one baby. I want kids...plural. So believe it or not I'm praying for a multiples pregnancy. This last pregnancy we were pregnant with twins and I was really excited...after the shock wore off. I am just ready for a family with kids and as long as it has taken us to figure out why we can't keep a pregnancy I'm afraid that we won't have a lot of time to have several different pregnancies to get the amount of kids that I want. I know that everyone that follows this is already a mother...and you're thinking that I'm crazy. But I know I'm crazy...ha ha! I know that I have a strong family support group and we would have a lot of help. Walter's family is just 30 minutes down the road & my mom pretty much lived with both of my sister's after their babies were born. I guess I am just ready to have a baby so bad that I would wish the craziness on myself. But my mom tells me how tough it was to have twins. (my sisters are twins) So I do have some idea. Of course I would be so excited for just one baby right now that I don't really care. I know that I'm babling, but I just have this on my heart and can't seem to convey what I mean or even how to say it. I have spoken to a friend who has adopted and Walter and I have even talked about that as an option. I think that we are just ready to have a family. So everyone please pray that something happens for us.