Update

Well there is no big news yet. I know that I was a little frustrated the other day...but sometimes I really need to vent it all out. Walter has been wonderful. He is still so positive, which brings me back to reality and keeps me on track. We do have an appt with Dr. Dufour (fertility) next month and we are going to do another round on Clomid this month. Although to be honest, I really don't want to. I hate the side effects...but the possibilities make it all worth it. We are hoping that we have a better idea of ovulation after the OPK's last month. I am hoping and praying for some great news soon! To be honest, I am so tired of hearing and seeing pregnant people. Damn! Is it in the water? I'm trying not to cuss these people out, so if you are one of these people and I do...please understand that I am going through a heck of a lot right now. No! I do not want to hear about your 4th cousin twice removed who is finally pregnant after 4 long years of trying. I don't care!! OK, so maybe I wasn't completely done with my venting. Thanks to those people who offered helpful advice, prayers, and understanding of my craziness. I really am grateful. I just have a few people in my daily life who don't understand that telling me about someone they know just finding out that they are pregnant is not really helpful for me. Nor does it make me feel better or optimistic. Please keep those prayers going, we need them right now. I love you and thanks again.