The end of another year...

Well, it's the end of another year and still no children.  But hopefully that all will change soon.  If you have read my previous blog then you know that we are trying a round of IUI.  That is going pretty good.  I've had to do 2 hormone shots daily for 5 days, tomorrow I will do 2 HCG "trigger" shots and then go to REACH on Saturday morning at 7 (that's right!  7am on my day off).  I will have labs and an US done, if all looks well then at 11am the Dr. will do the IUI.  So fingers crossed!  But honestly I know children will be in our future, I just know it.  I don't know how; adoption, IUI, egg donation, or surrogacy, but they will be there.  There are so many children in foster care that need loving homes, and guess what?!  Walter and I have a home and LOTS of love to give.  I do promise to write more this weekend after the procedure (hopefully it will happen).  But to be honest I am a little nervous.  On December 31st I could possibly get pregnant.  It could happen!  No if you truly know me, then you know that I will be stressing until I am able to take a pregnancy test.  I will want to find out every single day, and waiting is not my strong suit. Of course if we don't get pregnant I may honestly be a little crushed.  I know that it is a long shot and I can't put a lot of faith in it...but it could happen.  Right?  I know that this post is up and down, but I just can't help it!  I tell you....I'm crazy!!!  These hormones are making me a little (a lot) loopy.  So thanks for reading and I will write more later b/c honestly I do believe that my brain is a little wonky.  So again, thanks and more to come.