What I want for Christmas 2010

Ok, I've decided what I would like for Christmas 2010. I think that I am finally ready to start the whole family thing again. I would like a baby for Christmas. So if it's not too much to ask I would really like for everyone to pray that all goes well and Walter & I will have kids by next Christmas. So that is the plan. Now...Break!! Hee hee. I've just been thinking a lot over the past few days about how I cannot wait to start a family. I know that we have had a lot of problems in the past with...whatever my problem is. Hopefully after all of the testing that I've had done the doctors have finally figured out what my deal is, which is a clotting autoimmune disorder. Basically my body will "fight off" the pregnancy b/c it thinks that it's a disease or similar. So around week 7-8 my body will start to throw microscopic clots out, and basically cutting off the blood supply to the baby. Now that we pretty much know that there are a few things that can be done. I have started taking Aspirin everyday which can help. And when we do get pregnant again I will have to start anticoag shots daily. (Fun, fun). I don't know why I just went into all of that, but I guess I just felt the need to explain or to get it off of my chest. But I think that I'm about ready to put my body through the whole process again. I know that I've not gotten very far with each pregnancy, but I'm looking forward to "trying" again (hee hee). Also I'm very optimistic to the outcome. Originally I wanted a house full of kids, now I would settle for just one. Of course maybe I will get lucky and have twins. I would be sooo excited with that. I know that some of you who read this are thinking that I am super crazy, but I truly believe that I would be OK with a multiple pregnancy. At this point I really do pray for it, of course the Lord gives us what He wants us to have and not the other way around. So ALL of the millions of peeps reading this pray for me and Walter. Thanks for listening. Love to all!!!