Thursday, March 22, 2012

Waiting....it sucks!

That's where we are folks, the waiting game is upon us.  I don't mind though.  I am excited, scared, nervous, and worried...all at the same time.  I am excited because Walter and I finally have a plan for expanding our family.  I cannot wait to see what child God puts in our lives.  I'm scared because what if I screw it up.  I am so nervous to have a little one in the house.  I want to start baby proofing everything now, but don't know if that's a little premature.  I even started cutting out coupons for diapers and am tempted to start buying those as well.  But again, I'm not sure what age child we will have here.  I feel like there is so much to do, but I have NO idea where to start.  I have a feeling that it's going to go snail slow for a while and then all of a sudden it'll be everything at once.  I want to buy furniture and fix a room up, but what if we get siblings?  Lord, how do you know?  How do I know where to start?  That itself is the answer isn't it?  Trusting in our Lord.  Sometimes I guess I just need to write it out to find the answer.  More info to come when I know it.  Thanks for all the prayers and keep them coming.  Love you all.